Ok so I finally heard from my boyfriend yesterday.... He says that the reason he hasn't called me is because he got a new cell phone and gave his old one to a friend and forgot to put the numbers in his new phone... That I believe because I know how he is.... The only thing that confuses me is what he's doing when he's gone for days and days. I am really starting to fall for him and it scares me a lot. I haven't felt this way about anyone in such a long time. The last time I felt this way was with my jr high sweet heart and that was years ago and this feeling is much more intense. I'm affraid that my jealousy could hurt us in the end, but at the same time he is jealous when it comes to me too. Like my girl Mollie when she comes around.. (This is gonna sound weird.) She always hugs me and grabs my butt... We laugh about it, because I have a bigger butt then she does and she always says she wants it, so she tells everyone that it's hers. When she told my boyfriend that he said nope that's mine.. Mollie's boyfriend does the same thing but he doesn't grab or anything like that. I think he got a little jealous of him too. He just kept on holding me close to him like he wanted to prove to everyone that I am his girl and no one Else's.. Which doesn't bother me any because he is my guy and no one Else's.. The world already knows that... When he kisses me, he takes my breath away. I feel like if he wasn't holding me when he kissed me that I would fall to the ground... I love looking into his eyes, because of the look that I get back from him.... Anyways enough about that. My brother's ex just called and she is pregnant and she had some test done the other day and the doctor just called and said that they are pretty sure that the baby has down syndrome. She has to take more test to be sure though. This sucks, and it's really sad.....
love and peace...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Having some fun
Yesterday I went over to my best-friends house where I was staying and packed all of my things to move back home with mom for a while. After I moved everything into my room, my mom and I went out mushroom hunting... No luck :( ... Then after that a friend of mine came down with two of his 4-wheelers.. Sam, my brother, and I went riding and went through every single mud hole that we could find. Oh yeah we were muddy and when we got back I jumped right into the shower. We will probably do the same thing again today. I don't remember the last time that I had fun like that. My mom took some pics of us and I am going to post them on my myspace page. I've been posting a lot of pics on there lately, the only thing that I was worried about was my boyfriend possibly getting mad about Sam being around me, but I have come to the conclusion that I really don't care what he wants or thinks because I haven't seen or heard anything from him in about a week and a half. So in my opinion he really doesn't care and if he says anything about it I'm just gonna tell him if you cared so much then why haven't you been calling me or anything and that it's his loss. If he really wants me he will have to prove himself cause I am done with all of the games that people play when they are in relationships. How are you gonna tell someone that your together and then just take off without a word for this long.... That's bs.... In my opinion I am done and he can go and find someone else.... hahahaha that's funny cause no one else will treat him as good as I did..........
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Vacation
Mom is wanting to go to Texas on July 2. My maw maw and paw paw are having their 50Th anniversary this July and we all want to be there. mom is trying to get a lot of pictures of maw maw and paw paw and put them all together and show them at the party. I am looking through all of mine to give her the ones that I have. We are thinking about taking pictures of hands from our generations. there are my daughters ( Abby and Aubrey), me, my mom (Kathy), my maw maw (Mae), and my grandma (Gladys). That's five generations and my mom wants to see the age through the hands. Then you have my girls, me, my mom, my paw paw (Frankie), and my me maw (Loneita) . I just hope that I have some good pictures of them. When I was at mom's house last night I saw some of the pictures that mom had of maw maw, paw paw, mom, my uncle Jerry and uncle Mike. I thought that I would love to have those pictures and carry them on. Then I get sad thinking that my girls might not feel that way about maw maw and paw paw because they don't see them like I did. I grew up going to maw maw and paw paw's every weekend to see all my cousins and on holidays always with them. My girls don't get to see them that much. We have seen them once a year since Abby was born and that kills me because I want my girls to know the love that I know. Not the money..... I can't wait to go back and see everyone. I love my girls and I love my family.....
Happy Easter
Oh my gosh... I am so tired after Easter egg hunting with the girls. We had Easter hunting on Saturday with my best friend Jenah, Jenah's daughter (Lexie), Jenah's mother (Rena), Jenah's sister (Corey), and Corey's son Isaiah. We ate a big lunch. Ham, deviled eggs, pickled eggs, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, green beans, and rolls. It was really good. Then the girls went to maw maw and paw paws. It was daddy's day to have them. I stayed at mom's house that night. drank a Bloody Mary, ate a big dinner and then went to bed. Got up Today and came to my brother's house in Walton. The girls came over and my brother's in-laws came over to hunt with my nephews and the girls. So there was Abby, Aubrey, Hayden, Cameron, Cory,and Carlie. They ran all over the yard looking for eggs. When they were done they all left. Abby and Aubrey went back to maw maw and pawpaw's and went Easter egg hunting again. Hayden and Cameron went with maw maw, paw paw, bubby, Cassie, Cory, and Carlie. They went to Kayla's and Easter egg hunted again. Then they came back home and played out in the yard and even went for a walk to run all the energy out. Now they are in the bath and getting ready for bed. I am so exhausted. I have had so much fun and would do it every single year that they will let me do it.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Blah Blah Blah
I am to the point in my life where everything and everyone around me is spinning and I am standing still and screaming at the top of my lungs but no one hears me and no one stops. I am 25 years old with two daughters who I love with all of my heart and would do anything for them. I want them to have all of the best things in life and everything that they dream of I want for them. The are so smart even at the age of 3 and 5 I think they no more than they should when it comes to doing things ahead of time. I guess that I got lucky with my second daughter because she was no problem to potty train she pretty much did that all by herself. My oldest will be in school this year and I am hoping that she will love it and do good. As for me this year I am done looking for the right guy. I found one but it was at the wrong time and now I'm just sticking with me and my girls. I am about to open up my very own store and I can't wait to see how it will do and if it does good in a little town where I'm starting then I might just take it into the city. I have had to depend on so many people for so long and am finally getting out on my own with no man to support me and not going to my mother to ask for help and I am so excited to be starting my life all over again because there are so many things that I can finally do now to better myself and not have to worry about anyone telling me that they don't want me to go to school or wherever it might be. I am just ready to do what I have to do to better myself and my family and I have no doubts what so ever in my abilities to do that. If I do happen to come across that one guy then that would be fine with me but as far as looking for someone to date and just dating the next guy that comes around this one is gonna have to do a lot of work and a lot of proving themselves worthy of being with. There is only one thing that I am really worried about and right now I want to find out what is going to happen if it happens and see where it goes from here.. Then maybe I can finally be happy once and for all but until then all I'll be doing is worry worry worry... About my family and me........... Peace and love to all
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Taxpayers may have to cover octuplet mom's costs
Los Angeles- A big share of financial burden of raising Nadya Suleman's 14 children could fall on the shoulders of California's taxpayers, compounding the public furor in a state already billions of dollars in the red.
Even before the 33-year-old single, unemployed mother gave birth to octuplets last month, she had been caring for her six other children with the help of $490 a month in food stamps, plus Social Security disability payments for three of the youngsters. The public aid will almost certainly be increased with the new additions to her family.
Also the hospital where the octuplets are expected to spend seven to 12 weeks has requested reimbursement from Medi-Cal, the state's medicaid program, for care of the premature babies, according to the Los Angeles Times the cost has not been disclosed. Word of the public assistance has stoked the furor over Suleman's decision to have so many children by having embryos implanted in her womb.
"It appears that, in the case of the Suleman family, raising 14 children takes not simply a village but the combined resources of the county, state and federal governments, "Los Angeles Times columnist Tim Rutten wrote on Wednesday's paper. He called Suleman's story "grotesque".
On the internet, bloggers rained insults on Suleman, calling her an "idiot," criticizing her decision to have more children when she couldn't afford the one's she had and suggesting she be sterilized.
"It's my opinion that woman's right to reproduce should be limited to a number which the parents can pay for," Charles Murray wrote in a letter to the Los Angeles Daily News. " Why should my wife and I, as taxpayers, pay for child support for 14 Suleman Kids?"
She was berated on talk radio, where listeners accused her of manipulating the system and being an irresponsible mother.
In California, a low-income family can receive Social Security payments of up to $793 a month for each disabled child. Three children would amount to $2,379.
The Suleman octuplets' medical costs have not been disclosed, but in 2006, the average costs for a premature baby's hospital stay in California was $164,273, according to the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Eight times that equals $1.3 million.
For a single mother the costs of raising 14 children through age 17 ranges from $1.3 million to $2.7 million, according to the U.S. Department of Agriculture.
My opinion on this situation is this, I am a single mother or two and yes I get food stamps and all of that, but I would never intentionally have more children when I knew that I could barely take care of the ones I have, or without a partner. Which brings me to a question. If sh couldn't take care of the children she already had, how in the hell did she have the money to get embryos implanted?, And why should the rest of us who have a hard enough time just getting our families by year after year, have to pay for her stupidity and selfishness? This woman is crazy and so is anyone else who thinks that I am going to take away from my family to give to her!!! She needs to get some Jobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even before the 33-year-old single, unemployed mother gave birth to octuplets last month, she had been caring for her six other children with the help of $490 a month in food stamps, plus Social Security disability payments for three of the youngsters. The public aid will almost certainly be increased with the new additions to her family.
Also the hospital where the octuplets are expected to spend seven to 12 weeks has requested reimbursement from Medi-Cal, the state's medicaid program, for care of the premature babies, according to the Los Angeles Times the cost has not been disclosed. Word of the public assistance has stoked the furor over Suleman's decision to have so many children by having embryos implanted in her womb.
"It appears that, in the case of the Suleman family, raising 14 children takes not simply a village but the combined resources of the county, state and federal governments, "Los Angeles Times columnist Tim Rutten wrote on Wednesday's paper. He called Suleman's story "grotesque".
On the internet, bloggers rained insults on Suleman, calling her an "idiot," criticizing her decision to have more children when she couldn't afford the one's she had and suggesting she be sterilized.
"It's my opinion that woman's right to reproduce should be limited to a number which the parents can pay for," Charles Murray wrote in a letter to the Los Angeles Daily News. " Why should my wife and I, as taxpayers, pay for child support for 14 Suleman Kids?"
She was berated on talk radio, where listeners accused her of manipulating the system and being an irresponsible mother.
In California, a low-income family can receive Social Security payments of up to $793 a month for each disabled child. Three children would amount to $2,379.
The Suleman octuplets' medical costs have not been disclosed, but in 2006, the average costs for a premature baby's hospital stay in California was $164,273, according to the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Eight times that equals $1.3 million.
For a single mother the costs of raising 14 children through age 17 ranges from $1.3 million to $2.7 million, according to the U.S. Department of Agriculture.
My opinion on this situation is this, I am a single mother or two and yes I get food stamps and all of that, but I would never intentionally have more children when I knew that I could barely take care of the ones I have, or without a partner. Which brings me to a question. If sh couldn't take care of the children she already had, how in the hell did she have the money to get embryos implanted?, And why should the rest of us who have a hard enough time just getting our families by year after year, have to pay for her stupidity and selfishness? This woman is crazy and so is anyone else who thinks that I am going to take away from my family to give to her!!! She needs to get some Jobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
My Bloody Valentine
I watched My Bloody Valentine in 3d last night. I was jumping out of my seat and I was even catching myself closing my eyes at certain times. I know that all of the people that were around me were jumping too. The movie was actually very hard to get in to see cause all of them were sold out and I had to buy my ticket ahead of time so that I could watch the last show. It is a scary movie that has non stop action. I loved being on the edge of my seat the whole time and never knowing when something was gonna happen until it popped out right in frount of my face. I know that anyone who watched this movie is probably thinking that it is gonna be like another Michael or Jason. That's what I think anyways. I think that there will be more of these movies. I want everyone who hasn't watched it, to go and watch it. It is well worth any amount of money that you will pay. Do not wait until it comes out on dvd cause you will miss a lot of things from the 3d. Everything was coming at you. At one time there was a arm laying oer the side of the chair and I could have sworn that the blood was dripping on a mans head that was sitting infrount of me. That was pretty cool and sick. haha. Anyways go watch this movie it's awsome.
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