A Crazy Dream

Ok in my dream I was with my mom and we picked up a friend of hers at the airport and then went to a hotel. They grabbed some bags and left me at the car. By the way the car was parked in a different parking lot and it was completely dark. anyways. I was grabbing my purse and for some odd reason I was sitting in the front seat and I was getting ready to lock the doors when a man came up and stood between me and the car door and was starting to grab me and I grabbed the door and slammed it into him. We kept fighting for a good ten minutes when my cell phone started to ring and he took off running. I answered my phone and it was my father calling me to see how I was doing. While I talked to him I got out and locked the door. I started to walk through the park and headed for the hotel when I got off the phone I had the weirdest felling like someone was following me. So I ran up to this guy that was nearby and told him someone was following me and he walked me to the hotel. I reached for the door knob and started to open the door when I was shot in the head. The next thing I knew was that I was waking up in the hospital and felt like I was ten years old. In my mind I was a ten year old but my body I was still the same age I am now.. I have a lot of dreams like this one and they have happened every since my life was changed in the first grade.. I guess for you to really understand why I dream things like this you would really have to know me and know what I have been through... I know what I dream these dreams and they will never stop, they always seam to get worse as the years go by.... I don't know when I will ever not have a dream like this.. I don't dream them every night but when I do dream them they are pretty bad... I just hope that when I find the right man he can put up with them and why I have them because when I have them I will be broken down for a few days from all of the bad memories that cause the dreams.... peace and love.... Happy Holidays.