Getting on

I never thought that I would be able to get on with my life without my ex... I was with him for 7 years and I started dating him when I was 17 years old... To be with someone for that long no matter when you began the relationship, it's hard to get over... I will always love him and he is always gonna be a part of my life no matter what.. We have two children together, and that is something that we will share for the rest of our lives.... We had our bad times and we had our good times it just happened to turn out to be the wrong time and the wrong mate for both of us... I mean yeah I wish that he would've been the one for me, but I have come to realize that the reason for that is because he was my first real love and he is all that I know... I know that I have to do what's good for me and my girls and the relationship that he and I had was not a healthy one for any of us... Which is sad, I know my girls don't really understand it but at the same time at least they still have us both and know that we both still love them and would do anything for them.... It's hard to explain something like this to a four year old when she asks why isn't mommy living with daddy anymore.... Other than saying that mommy and daddy just argue too much and can't get along... I wish there was a way to make this trasition easier for all of us especially for the girls....
Good night to all and thanks again for reading my blogs, I hope you enjoy them....